I'm such a mess!!

[anything_i_do]

I just don't understand how you could do this to someone you love... something this painful. I never thought I'd be going through this with you, I always thought you were different... I thought you were the one. I hurt soo much right now! I can't breathe, and I wish I could just fall asleep and never wake up. I'm all alone, I'm shaking... I wasn't ready for this!

I wish this was a bad dream, one which I could wake up from, in bed with you, in your arms, holding me tight so that nothing could ever hurt me...

I'm such a mess right now. I'm soo crushed!

I hope that someday our paths cross again, and you realize what a mistake you're maiking...