"Do I smell like I'm high?"
Hrm...Alisha is going to kill me if I don't call them back. lol. I don't wanna call tho. I'm so tired, and I don't know what to say to them...*shrug* We can just talk to them tomorrow or something. Really, it isn't that big of a deal. Um...yea...last night we were up until 4 am watching movies with Joe and Dallas. Alex, Katie, and Samantha were there until like 1 or so...Hrm...Guat-packed the Pontiac. Funny shit. Got lost trying to find our way out of that neighborhood. Hahaha. We weren't all there. Actually everyone except Alex was blazed beyond belief. I missed that kid alot.
Paid my parents for the month today. I thought I counted it out to $300 even. But apparently I miscounted three times in a row. Cause when I handed them the money there was only $280 there. I think Audrey did a little happy dance when I wasn't looking. She was probabaly so excited that I didn't get the whole amount just so she could say I told you so to my dad and try and prove I'm a horrible person. *sigh* I'll make sure and get the rest to them tomorrow...Audrey added like $50 of misc. charges to my bill and no one told me hwta it was. *shrug* I don't think my parents are trying to "take" my money or like "cheat" me out of anything. But I think in trying to "teach me a lesson" they are going WAY to far. It's really starting to hurt me emotionally. It feels like Audrey has a personal vendetta against me or something. Everyday just gets worse and worse. I never do anything to make them happy. But it's not like I do bad things either. *shrug* It really hurt me today when Audrey came in my room to make a big deal about me not being ble to find the other $20. It's like I'm just some kid renting a room or something, not even like being thier daughter. I think I'm going to feel this way for a very long time.
Started seeing a therapist. I need to get out and meet people. I also need to read some book. Says the therapist. Shes a very nice lady. And I don't think she's weird like the last one. lol. She also said that I am in NO way supposed to quit my job to get a diff one. But I doubt my parents will listen. I know it would make everything so much worse. *sigh* There's an expression I heard that I liked, "Always the bridesmaid, never the bride." *laugh* Agreed. There's more I could write, however, I'm tired of this right now, and I'm gonna go take a shower and smoke a goodnight bowl with Leesha, and then go to bed.
Oh and incase anyone was wondering, Joe called. The one I was trying to avoid calling. lol. I wish he was more mature, he might actually be attractive to me. He has pretty green eyes tho. But it just seems that even tho he's the same age as me, he's SO MUCH YOUNGER!!!!! Okay, peace, bitches.
So take your records, take your freedom,
Take your memories I don't need'em,
Take your space and all your reasons,
But you'll think of me,
And take your cat and leave my sweater,
'Cause we got nothing left to weather,
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better,
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me.
Paid my parents for the month today. I thought I counted it out to $300 even. But apparently I miscounted three times in a row. Cause when I handed them the money there was only $280 there. I think Audrey did a little happy dance when I wasn't looking. She was probabaly so excited that I didn't get the whole amount just so she could say I told you so to my dad and try and prove I'm a horrible person. *sigh* I'll make sure and get the rest to them tomorrow...Audrey added like $50 of misc. charges to my bill and no one told me hwta it was. *shrug* I don't think my parents are trying to "take" my money or like "cheat" me out of anything. But I think in trying to "teach me a lesson" they are going WAY to far. It's really starting to hurt me emotionally. It feels like Audrey has a personal vendetta against me or something. Everyday just gets worse and worse. I never do anything to make them happy. But it's not like I do bad things either. *shrug* It really hurt me today when Audrey came in my room to make a big deal about me not being ble to find the other $20. It's like I'm just some kid renting a room or something, not even like being thier daughter. I think I'm going to feel this way for a very long time.
Started seeing a therapist. I need to get out and meet people. I also need to read some book. Says the therapist. Shes a very nice lady. And I don't think she's weird like the last one. lol. She also said that I am in NO way supposed to quit my job to get a diff one. But I doubt my parents will listen. I know it would make everything so much worse. *sigh* There's an expression I heard that I liked, "Always the bridesmaid, never the bride." *laugh* Agreed. There's more I could write, however, I'm tired of this right now, and I'm gonna go take a shower and smoke a goodnight bowl with Leesha, and then go to bed.
Oh and incase anyone was wondering, Joe called. The one I was trying to avoid calling. lol. I wish he was more mature, he might actually be attractive to me. He has pretty green eyes tho. But it just seems that even tho he's the same age as me, he's SO MUCH YOUNGER!!!!! Okay, peace, bitches.
So take your records, take your freedom,
Take your memories I don't need'em,
Take your space and all your reasons,
But you'll think of me,
And take your cat and leave my sweater,
'Cause we got nothing left to weather,
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better,
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me.