-sigh-
I find myself back at this place again. Questioning whether or not I made the right decision. After all, no one ever forced me to be here. It was my choice. I could have chose to be closer to home. I could have gone to Seneca and been 10 minutes away from home. But I wanted to get a better education and I wanted to push myself to succeed.
I'm just so homesick right now that not even the epic lulz over at /b/ will put a smile on my face. I miss my bed, my pets, michael, and my family. As much as I hate being there sometimes, I wish I was there now. Perhaps it was a bad idea taking michael over today because it just made the feeling of wanting to go back with them stronger.
I know probably around Wednesday it'll be easy again, because last Monday I was like this. But right now it's tough getting through this. Its tough not having anybody to talk to in class. In fact, life's tough in general. Sometimes the only thing to get you to realize how tough life is would in infact be a situation like this. Breaking a routine you've been living by the past 4 years isn't something that comes easy.
Right now, the only thing keeping me sane is my drawings. Working towards getting better keeps my mind off things. But when I'm not drawing, I find myself counting the days...no, counting the hours 'till I can see my loved ones again.
I'm just so homesick right now that not even the epic lulz over at /b/ will put a smile on my face. I miss my bed, my pets, michael, and my family. As much as I hate being there sometimes, I wish I was there now. Perhaps it was a bad idea taking michael over today because it just made the feeling of wanting to go back with them stronger.
I know probably around Wednesday it'll be easy again, because last Monday I was like this. But right now it's tough getting through this. Its tough not having anybody to talk to in class. In fact, life's tough in general. Sometimes the only thing to get you to realize how tough life is would in infact be a situation like this. Breaking a routine you've been living by the past 4 years isn't something that comes easy.
Right now, the only thing keeping me sane is my drawings. Working towards getting better keeps my mind off things. But when I'm not drawing, I find myself counting the days...no, counting the hours 'till I can see my loved ones again.