(no subject)

Feb 25, 2007 17:21

I can't find a place anywhere to be comfortable. Guilt. I can't sit and relax, I can't do anything. I feel horrible. Self-conscience is my worst enemy.

I think I'm gonna go get drunk. I know it's not the way to deal with problems, but... it's the only way I have right now. I mean I don't feel half as guilty that I went away. I just feel guilty for breaking my promise to Max. And I know he's not going to be fussy about it, yet I still feel horrible. Tomorrow first thing. I'll go. I'll visit him... It's only one day later, than I promised.

I hate myself for doing this to myself. Let's throw emotions out.
Previous post Next post
Up
[]