midnight thoughts.
sometimes i feel on top of the world. sometimes i feel defeated. right now it's the latter, but times change.
you should all see why we fight. some things to think about, some questions to ask. last time i went to an anti-war movie, a fight broke out and people were yelling. i thought for sure i was going to die in that theater, standing for a cause. but i haven't been doing much standing for the cause at all. again, i feel defeated as a citizen of this country. what happened in florida? what happened to honesty? what are the moral implications of feeling like the government is a big scam? well, that's what that movie made me feel, but it is to be judged just as much as the role of our government.
i keep thinking back to the philosophies in "i (heart) huckabees." i wish i had time to sit down and read a real book to base my thoughts off of, instead of the last four years of catching up in film history. designers love television and commercials, and i'm left with an empty feeling. where do i go from here?
i always get hungry at 1am.
you should all see why we fight. some things to think about, some questions to ask. last time i went to an anti-war movie, a fight broke out and people were yelling. i thought for sure i was going to die in that theater, standing for a cause. but i haven't been doing much standing for the cause at all. again, i feel defeated as a citizen of this country. what happened in florida? what happened to honesty? what are the moral implications of feeling like the government is a big scam? well, that's what that movie made me feel, but it is to be judged just as much as the role of our government.
i keep thinking back to the philosophies in "i (heart) huckabees." i wish i had time to sit down and read a real book to base my thoughts off of, instead of the last four years of catching up in film history. designers love television and commercials, and i'm left with an empty feeling. where do i go from here?
i always get hungry at 1am.