Feb 15, 2005 02:33
What does the word "love" mean to you?
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What the hell is wrong with you people? Go ahead. Pull out hearts and jump on them up and down and ...
Love is pain. Love is loss. Love is knowing that no matter what you do, you'll never be good enough for him. You won't say the right things. You won't do the right things. But love is trying anyway. It's taking the time to learn right from wrong. To learn what to say. To compromise who you are and let him change you. All for love.
Love is forgetting everything time has taught you and daring to hope.
Love is wishing with every fiber of your being that he was here again, even after he destroyed your world.
Love is standing by and watching him go on dates.
Love is not screaming at him when he comes back as an 18 year old in love with someone else and doesn't even know your name.
And you realize it's time to let go. To move on. To bury your dreams and realize he's never coming back. He's gone. In spirit if not in body.
Love is a lie.