Jan 05, 2006 15:48
well...
i have some good news... kinda
i don't have mono.
i do have a sever infection in my lymphnodes.
i feel like i've messed up big today.
i let my emotions get the best of me. i kinda blew up on charlie.
i didn't mean too, the last thing in the world i want to do is hurt him.
i don't have an excuse for doing it.
that's why i've been crying...
i just want him to get better.
i want to be able to see him.
i don't know what to do...
it seems like i'm constantly apologizing to him.
i don't know what i did to deserve him but i'm glad he chose me.