Determination
If there's one thing that I don't like doing it is making life-changing decisions.
My grandmother often says "you never know until after-wards, and then it's too late."
I think she has a point. A kind of depressing point, but still - a point..
I like planning things, I like being aware of things.
I simply like to know.
I hate surprises.
Therefore I find myself in a frustrating place right now.
If I follow my head I know exactly what to do. It is the heart that is having a hard time and it sucks!
I would like to live several lives at the same time, and then at the end, I can choose which one to be my actual life.
But I guess, I just have to make up my mind, make a decision and then take the consequences, like every other mortal..
I just hope no-one gets too hurt..
It's not easy when it's hard.. :P
My grandmother often says "you never know until after-wards, and then it's too late."
I think she has a point. A kind of depressing point, but still - a point..
I like planning things, I like being aware of things.
I simply like to know.
I hate surprises.
Therefore I find myself in a frustrating place right now.
If I follow my head I know exactly what to do. It is the heart that is having a hard time and it sucks!
I would like to live several lives at the same time, and then at the end, I can choose which one to be my actual life.
But I guess, I just have to make up my mind, make a decision and then take the consequences, like every other mortal..
I just hope no-one gets too hurt..
It's not easy when it's hard.. :P