so much for the end...

[anxiously_last]

this is the part where i really am supposed to feel changed. this is a major milestone in my life. suddenly i don't care. i think i'm supposed to. oh well. all i can think is i have a headache, and i'm sorta mad, and i need a shower.

good nite, good god, how come?

"when i was born i started to decay, now nothing ever ever goes my way."