Sexual Healing...
Something is seriously wrong with me when it comes to sex. I had sex with my friend Tripp last night. In the middle of it, I got up and went to the bathroom and kicked him out. Later, I invited him back and we did it again. I don't know why I am doing this. I want them to not touch me or have sex with me...and when they do, I sort of hate them. I feel like they think dirty things about me...like I'm no longer special to them. I know that none of that is true. I hate when guys make sexual jokes. I'm sort of becoming a prude....but I'm not a prude....I'm incredibly sexual. Maybe I'm just not having sex with the right people.