That anorexic feelin'
My weight slipped down to 129.5. I haven't been in the twenties in awhile, and I'm starting to feel like I did when I was anorexic...gazing in the mirror to find my bones, losing weight rapidly. I know it's wrong, but I can only hope it continues. I binge/purged three times today, but didn't eat anything inbetween.
Binge #1
Looooots of fried fish and waffle fries
Some quiche
God knows what else
Binge #2
Chicken parmesan with linguini
Veggies
Rice
Cookies
BLT
Binge #3
Chicken sandwich from Arby's
BLT
Large Curly fries
Jamocha shake
The only thing I've been keeping down is salads. I want to eat one before formal tomorrow, but I'm afraid of being bloated, so ugh. In good news, I'm on track to graduate, and grad school options are there. I feel hopeful about my future and ready for a change. I want to eat healthier...just less. I know, I know, but I don't care. Losing weight makes me happier than just about anything.
Binge #1
Looooots of fried fish and waffle fries
Some quiche
God knows what else
Binge #2
Chicken parmesan with linguini
Veggies
Rice
Cookies
BLT
Binge #3
Chicken sandwich from Arby's
BLT
Large Curly fries
Jamocha shake
The only thing I've been keeping down is salads. I want to eat one before formal tomorrow, but I'm afraid of being bloated, so ugh. In good news, I'm on track to graduate, and grad school options are there. I feel hopeful about my future and ready for a change. I want to eat healthier...just less. I know, I know, but I don't care. Losing weight makes me happier than just about anything.