My blood begins to burn
So today was a pretty good day. left school early and hung out with sam and kevin and caitlin. dropped kevin and caitlin off and sam and i hung out at my house. so then sam left and i like laid on the couch till 5 and put the horses in.
so my parents get divorced in 2 days. and im not sure how i feel about it. i think ive gotten use to the fact that my dad doesnt live in the same place we do. well i guess he kinda does but if ur reading this then u kno what im talking about. but yea i dunno im like sad, embarssesd, awkward and god knows what else all at the same time. i guess i really wont kno wut to feel until it actually happens. it just blows i guess. my mom seems uneffected but im sure she isnt she is just trying to stay strong infront of ellie and i.
anyway onto a lighter subject. i got tommorow off from work. so im excited for that i dont hafta work till next monday. that gives me a chance to do my college stuff cuze thats in a month i need that shit in. or im fucked. SAT scores come out friday and im real fuckin nervous for that. im gonna be fucked up the ass if those didnt work out.
so i thought id post a song in here i wrote cuze i have nothing else to do.
Paraellel Dimensions
Go ahead just do the things you do
Just leave others behind with your comments
Make us feel like we dont belong
When the truth is, you dont belong here
In this imaginary world you created just for you
The blood drips from your hands
From the hearts you've crushed in them
Clenching tight enough till they pop
Bursting open as the love and care drips out
Go ahead just do the things you do
Stepping over everyone as if nothing is in your way
Must make you feel pretty high and mighty
Over the faces you leave prints on
In this imaginary world you created just for you
The blood drips from your hands
From the hearts you've crushed in them
Clenching tight enough till they pop
Bursting open as the love and care drips out
Go ahead just do the things you do
Your head up high, nose in the air
By the way how is the weather up there?
Any future forecasts of raining on your parade?
In this imaginary world you created just for you
The blood drips from your hands
From the hearts you've crushed in them
Clenching tight enough till they pop
Bursting open as the love and care drips out
So just push me down and block me out
Not like you ever cared anyway
To bad its done, over , finished, however you put it
Ill just stand here all alone, while you smile down
In this imaginary world you created just for you
So please comment tell me what you think and what not.
adios kiddos.
so my parents get divorced in 2 days. and im not sure how i feel about it. i think ive gotten use to the fact that my dad doesnt live in the same place we do. well i guess he kinda does but if ur reading this then u kno what im talking about. but yea i dunno im like sad, embarssesd, awkward and god knows what else all at the same time. i guess i really wont kno wut to feel until it actually happens. it just blows i guess. my mom seems uneffected but im sure she isnt she is just trying to stay strong infront of ellie and i.
anyway onto a lighter subject. i got tommorow off from work. so im excited for that i dont hafta work till next monday. that gives me a chance to do my college stuff cuze thats in a month i need that shit in. or im fucked. SAT scores come out friday and im real fuckin nervous for that. im gonna be fucked up the ass if those didnt work out.
so i thought id post a song in here i wrote cuze i have nothing else to do.
Paraellel Dimensions
Go ahead just do the things you do
Just leave others behind with your comments
Make us feel like we dont belong
When the truth is, you dont belong here
In this imaginary world you created just for you
The blood drips from your hands
From the hearts you've crushed in them
Clenching tight enough till they pop
Bursting open as the love and care drips out
Go ahead just do the things you do
Stepping over everyone as if nothing is in your way
Must make you feel pretty high and mighty
Over the faces you leave prints on
In this imaginary world you created just for you
The blood drips from your hands
From the hearts you've crushed in them
Clenching tight enough till they pop
Bursting open as the love and care drips out
Go ahead just do the things you do
Your head up high, nose in the air
By the way how is the weather up there?
Any future forecasts of raining on your parade?
In this imaginary world you created just for you
The blood drips from your hands
From the hearts you've crushed in them
Clenching tight enough till they pop
Bursting open as the love and care drips out
So just push me down and block me out
Not like you ever cared anyway
To bad its done, over , finished, however you put it
Ill just stand here all alone, while you smile down
In this imaginary world you created just for you
So please comment tell me what you think and what not.
adios kiddos.