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Besides the general stuff that goes on before i usually get out the house, today went off without a hitch. I got to meet Gian and her Aunt at this Truck place...helped them put some stuff on the truck and for my little errand won a few extra cool points for myself. We went to Bens and found his lazy ass just waking up. As soon as we walked in the house, he ran in and started doing his hair. Me and my little princesschilled in his room. When he was finally done, we went to get alex and headed up to Aventura. It took us a half hour and 35 miles on my car, but it was all worth it. After allt he walknig around and shopping, we went to the movies and saw Reign of Fire. We got out of the movie and went to take Gina to her Aunt's. She wasn't home just yet, so we had to wait. We parked in front of the house and me and Gina sat on my trunk while Ben and Alex decided to stay inside the car. At on point, Gina turned to me and said, "You make me feel things that I never thought it was possible to feel...and it's wonderful." If this is what falling in love feels like, then i guess me and her are on the same page...and even to this minute I'm smiling because of it. We got lost coming home, so it took us almost an hour to get back. We picked up food and i dropped alex off for the night...then me and Ben bothered Jacob for a while. I dropped Ben off and now i'm here....alone. And tomorrow is the funeral for Guillermo's Father. While I'm smiling because of the love i feel from Gina, I am sad that someone as fun and personable as Guillermo has to feel the loss of someone he loves dearly. I only met his Dad once and we shot the bull for a bit before he left, but i can honsetly say that he was a good man. He took care of his family and he honsetly tried to be the best man that he possibly could be. And while i haven't had a father figure in my life for a very long time, it's that single thought of being remembered for the love you share that drives me to be the best i am today. Tonight I'm happy for seeing my princess and tomorrow i'll mourn. IT's a mindboggling change from one emotion to the next, but there's nothing i can do about it. SO, for all those who are reading and who may glance at my journal out of some strange twist of fate...please let those people you love know that you love them in both your actions and wrods. WE all have a short time on this planet, and when we are taken away suddenly, the love we share would benefit those we love by letting them know that they made life worth living.
Mom...
Alex...
Jacob...
Gina...
To all my family...
My friends...
And to those who just come in my life to make me smile...
I love you all for the way you make me feel...like I belong here on this planet to be a part of your lives. I know my life would be empty without every single one of you. Thank you all, and it's each and every one of you who make my life worth living.
Mom...
Alex...
Jacob...
Gina...
To all my family...
My friends...
And to those who just come in my life to make me smile...
I love you all for the way you make me feel...like I belong here on this planet to be a part of your lives. I know my life would be empty without every single one of you. Thank you all, and it's each and every one of you who make my life worth living.