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i've never had so much stuff happened in one year or even a day.
3 people in my family have be diagnoised with cancer, its the hardest thing to understand how it can happen to u, and then i just sit here waiting to here that i am going to get it sence i am the one who diserves it.
some more stuff happened just today and if someone can explain why someone would do this then please do.
I asked a friend if they wanted to go to the mall and they said that they couldent because they had other friends doin some family stuff, witch is perfectually fine.
i get to the mall and i see them there with another person and i called there phone and was like r u at the mall? and the person that they were with answerd the phone and was like no and laughed and then hung up. they called me back later and said that they were in a tunnel and then the person who i was plannin on going to the mall with wouldent even get on the phone, and that was a bunch of bullshit. so i get all stressed out and didnt understand why they would do that when if they didnt want to come with me in the first place for one they could of been like well i'll c ya there maybe or something. but then of course as i walk out of the mall there they were sittin waiting to be picked up and the person whom witch i made plans with dosnt even move or say hi or anything. sometimes i just dont understand people and why they would do that, i mean if u hate me then fucking tell me u do and i wont bother u. I just hate having people run away from me and lie to me, and then not even try and explain there actions. so yea i'm preaty upset been crying a lot because of everything that has gone wrong lately.
someone help.
3 people in my family have be diagnoised with cancer, its the hardest thing to understand how it can happen to u, and then i just sit here waiting to here that i am going to get it sence i am the one who diserves it.
some more stuff happened just today and if someone can explain why someone would do this then please do.
I asked a friend if they wanted to go to the mall and they said that they couldent because they had other friends doin some family stuff, witch is perfectually fine.
i get to the mall and i see them there with another person and i called there phone and was like r u at the mall? and the person that they were with answerd the phone and was like no and laughed and then hung up. they called me back later and said that they were in a tunnel and then the person who i was plannin on going to the mall with wouldent even get on the phone, and that was a bunch of bullshit. so i get all stressed out and didnt understand why they would do that when if they didnt want to come with me in the first place for one they could of been like well i'll c ya there maybe or something. but then of course as i walk out of the mall there they were sittin waiting to be picked up and the person whom witch i made plans with dosnt even move or say hi or anything. sometimes i just dont understand people and why they would do that, i mean if u hate me then fucking tell me u do and i wont bother u. I just hate having people run away from me and lie to me, and then not even try and explain there actions. so yea i'm preaty upset been crying a lot because of everything that has gone wrong lately.
someone help.