venting.

[anvrendinglife3]

everything seems tobe a blur
nothings ever right
and im always wrong
every choice 
something will be voiced
on how ur a failure at life
a failure at love

the tears never stop
it hurts to breathe
it hurts to sing

i have no control 
over who i am 
or wat i do.

i cant make up my mind
to end it now
or in a week
a month, a year

its not right to feel this way
everyone said i;d be okay

i cant do it on my own
i guess ive made a mistake
the best mistake of my life
i never new it would feel this good
to feel the pain, to have no restrain
no ones there anymore
nothing stopping me