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Hmmm I'm in a wierd mood... But I'm happy ^^ I dont have anything to worry about right now... no big weight of sadness on my chest so I cant breath, I just feel so... light.... and creative, too. Yeah, my muses are shyly poking at me... so Thats good...
I had such a good new years... I spent 14 (i think) hours with Ryan. Like 12:30 till about 2, or two thirty or something... He did the most perfect thing... he started kissing me at 11:59, really affectionate and slow and I just wanted to melt... then the alarm went off at midnight and we kissed until I couldnt stop giggling because of the beeping alarm... but he said, that way, I ended the year and started a new one with him... *sigh* it was such a great day... we whent shopping at trinity... and i got a new bra and some otjer stuff... and then we had lunch at east side marios and that was so yummy... he had some yummy chicken sandwich thing, and I had pasta... and we shared soup and garlic bread and took some pasta back with us...
Then we went to walmart and chapters... I got clone high on DVD, and a cool poster, and a watch.. and Ryan ordered a book... then we came back and watched some clone high, cuddled in my room, had chilled pepsi in a bowl ofsnow ^^;; and my left over pasta, and Ryan was humming me songs... *happy sigh* It was so so great. Then we talked so much after, about everything, made all these great plans about how to stay together after school was over and everything... So great. I feel so close to him... I dont even know how to explain it, I just feel so bared to him... so safe... I love that feeling... and then we walked back at 2 in the morning and talked about making up cardgames and he told me I was wonderful for listening to all his ideas... I love his ideas, he;s so creative... it was one of the very best days ever...
and I also spent sunday and monday with him... I've been spending so much time with him, I love it so so much, I love hearing him laugh with me, its such a great sound... I dont know, I'm wierd...
I liked sitting under the blankets with him, both of us like little kids hiding under the covers and the world was just blue and flowers and him and me. So perfect. anyway... That was great, I loved that day...
anyway... I feel like writting and I have been lalty but I think I will go do more... so yeah, until laters!
I had such a good new years... I spent 14 (i think) hours with Ryan. Like 12:30 till about 2, or two thirty or something... He did the most perfect thing... he started kissing me at 11:59, really affectionate and slow and I just wanted to melt... then the alarm went off at midnight and we kissed until I couldnt stop giggling because of the beeping alarm... but he said, that way, I ended the year and started a new one with him... *sigh* it was such a great day... we whent shopping at trinity... and i got a new bra and some otjer stuff... and then we had lunch at east side marios and that was so yummy... he had some yummy chicken sandwich thing, and I had pasta... and we shared soup and garlic bread and took some pasta back with us...
Then we went to walmart and chapters... I got clone high on DVD, and a cool poster, and a watch.. and Ryan ordered a book... then we came back and watched some clone high, cuddled in my room, had chilled pepsi in a bowl ofsnow ^^;; and my left over pasta, and Ryan was humming me songs... *happy sigh* It was so so great. Then we talked so much after, about everything, made all these great plans about how to stay together after school was over and everything... So great. I feel so close to him... I dont even know how to explain it, I just feel so bared to him... so safe... I love that feeling... and then we walked back at 2 in the morning and talked about making up cardgames and he told me I was wonderful for listening to all his ideas... I love his ideas, he;s so creative... it was one of the very best days ever...
and I also spent sunday and monday with him... I've been spending so much time with him, I love it so so much, I love hearing him laugh with me, its such a great sound... I dont know, I'm wierd...
I liked sitting under the blankets with him, both of us like little kids hiding under the covers and the world was just blue and flowers and him and me. So perfect. anyway... That was great, I loved that day...
anyway... I feel like writting and I have been lalty but I think I will go do more... so yeah, until laters!