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well hello.... my my isnt it late... I'm here in toronto... and its a wee bit creepy... the wnid outside and the distand howlinmg sirans... you, I want you here to hug me... I'm finishing up an RP to distract myself, planning on shopping tomorow... With my sweet x-mas cash XD although I wanna save most of it, I just... have never had this much money, I wanna see if theres anything I want... I may be able to think of something fuzzy I would adore...
But yes... I dont know... I feel like I wanna write but its all damed up in my bbrain...
have you ever had something glowing inside your chest, so bright and warm you wanted to show it to everyone? But you cant... because it wouldn't work out well... It could go wrong... VERY wrong...
I watched the nightmare before x-mas... brilliant movie... I adore jack ^^ He's teh kick ass, really. he's so sweet and cute and evil XD
Right... i dont know how to get it all out...
*sigh*
I...
I'm gunna get hit in the face, a vishous back lash, and... I dont want to hurt anyone... I really dont... Of course I wouldnt want to make anyone upset, but....
I'm really not trying to. I'm just... happy. I'm just... feeling safe, for once. I'm only scared of the backlash. *sigh*
It shouldnt be hard to feel this way. and in the biigest way its not. Just... being cured up in that place, with that sight in my eyes and that feeling on my skin and that smell in my nose and that twist in my stomach... I missed it, without realizing I'd misplaced it... But I didnt really, I just forgot I had it.
I forget so easily, now a days.
I found some cooli new comms... so yeah, joining those, getting stamped as characters from different anime's soon.... very cool.... *yawn*
I still miss you so much and it hasnt been one day...
*sigh* Things are complicated and yet there not...
I dont want to trip at the finsish line. I dont want to hurt anyone... But I think I might...
But really, I'm not TRYING to... no no, I'm just... I'm just...
Being in love...
Thats not a crime, is it...?
No, it cant be, because its such a good feeling...
testing my friends filters, not everyone should be able to see this...
But yes... I dont know... I feel like I wanna write but its all damed up in my bbrain...
have you ever had something glowing inside your chest, so bright and warm you wanted to show it to everyone? But you cant... because it wouldn't work out well... It could go wrong... VERY wrong...
I watched the nightmare before x-mas... brilliant movie... I adore jack ^^ He's teh kick ass, really. he's so sweet and cute and evil XD
Right... i dont know how to get it all out...
*sigh*
I...
I'm gunna get hit in the face, a vishous back lash, and... I dont want to hurt anyone... I really dont... Of course I wouldnt want to make anyone upset, but....
I'm really not trying to. I'm just... happy. I'm just... feeling safe, for once. I'm only scared of the backlash. *sigh*
It shouldnt be hard to feel this way. and in the biigest way its not. Just... being cured up in that place, with that sight in my eyes and that feeling on my skin and that smell in my nose and that twist in my stomach... I missed it, without realizing I'd misplaced it... But I didnt really, I just forgot I had it.
I forget so easily, now a days.
I found some cooli new comms... so yeah, joining those, getting stamped as characters from different anime's soon.... very cool.... *yawn*
I still miss you so much and it hasnt been one day...
*sigh* Things are complicated and yet there not...
I dont want to trip at the finsish line. I dont want to hurt anyone... But I think I might...
But really, I'm not TRYING to... no no, I'm just... I'm just...
Being in love...
Thats not a crime, is it...?
No, it cant be, because its such a good feeling...
testing my friends filters, not everyone should be able to see this...