Waiting

[anux]

I’m told that everything is alright,
But it’s not.
Everything will turn out okay they say,
But it hasn’t.
Wait. That’s all I can do, just wait.
All I can do is wait.
For you to make up your mind.
For you to decide.
For you to pick.

But I can’t wait anymore,
It hurts too much.
I can’t stand seeing you every day.
Watch as you go about your day.
As you ignore me.
How much longer do you want me to wait?
How longer do you think I can wait?
I don’t want to find out.

I can’t do this anymore.
I don’t even know what this is.
So I’m leaving you behind.
Just like you did me.
I finally realized you’re not coming back.
So I’m leaving, not going to bother looking back anymore.

And if you ever do come back
Well I won’t be waiting anymore.