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so ive finally decided that i am going to get a new journal. however, im not going to leave my new LJ name in this entry, so it won't fall into the wrong hands. if you want to read my journal so bad, then just ask me for the name via aim, or email. im thinking about changing my sn also. there are many things from my past in this journal that i just wish to forget. that i wish to leave under the bed to collect dust and to never be discovered.
there are many things i want to change about my life so i can forget all that has happened. i want to strip down everything, and start all over again. i despise the world that i live in. it is full of hate, sorrow, broken promises and shattered dreams, etc. it is eating me up inside. In Iraq, another captive has just been brutally murdered, i live in a country where our leader is a lying sack of shit, shrouded in greed and corruption, who will never be worthy of my trust for the remainder of his existence and beyond. this is just a world i dont want to live in.
i can't stand living in my house anymore with my family. i really want to leave and go elsewhere. i no longer need them to survive, and id be much happier without them. day-in and day-out im stuck here doing the same shit and frankly, im sick of it all. im sick of doing nothing, and im sick of being nothing. i live a bleached life, void of any hue, and i believe this can be found elsewhere. el fin.
there are many things i want to change about my life so i can forget all that has happened. i want to strip down everything, and start all over again. i despise the world that i live in. it is full of hate, sorrow, broken promises and shattered dreams, etc. it is eating me up inside. In Iraq, another captive has just been brutally murdered, i live in a country where our leader is a lying sack of shit, shrouded in greed and corruption, who will never be worthy of my trust for the remainder of his existence and beyond. this is just a world i dont want to live in.
i can't stand living in my house anymore with my family. i really want to leave and go elsewhere. i no longer need them to survive, and id be much happier without them. day-in and day-out im stuck here doing the same shit and frankly, im sick of it all. im sick of doing nothing, and im sick of being nothing. i live a bleached life, void of any hue, and i believe this can be found elsewhere. el fin.