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I haven't updated in a while. I've been intending to keep a pace, but I faltered.
I am enjoying my job back at Panago, and sculpting classes. The 5 week session has come to an end, but my project is unfinished and I will be returning for drop in classes on every second Sunday to complete it. Although we're not sure when the next class will be since we're coming on thanksgiving, then Halloween, and then it's practically Christmas. I hope there will be one in November, at least, if only one.
Am I ever glad I have such little drama in my life right now.
Seems all the drama that is going on right now is among my friends, mostly involving break-ups or abusive exes with a vendetta. I hate seeing my friends hurt, it's insane how these things all seem to happen at once. In 3's, even.
Thinking about it, the only drama I seem to have had was when I was in a relationship or coming out of one. The worst, of course being the latter. The heartache can be so crushing, and every situation has it's own healing time.
I quite content right now. I have been enjoying this time alone so much, I have come to prefer it this way!
I am so much more powerful this way. I've always known this... although I would often succumb to the need for sex, which would override my better sense and bam, I'd find myself in a relationship just to fulfill that desire. I would often pick men totally wrong for me, too.
I think I could be comfortable remaining single for a long time, if not always. I am content with my friends and family, and Chinnie.
That's all I need.
...and the herb, of course ;)
I am enjoying my job back at Panago, and sculpting classes. The 5 week session has come to an end, but my project is unfinished and I will be returning for drop in classes on every second Sunday to complete it. Although we're not sure when the next class will be since we're coming on thanksgiving, then Halloween, and then it's practically Christmas. I hope there will be one in November, at least, if only one.
Am I ever glad I have such little drama in my life right now.
Seems all the drama that is going on right now is among my friends, mostly involving break-ups or abusive exes with a vendetta. I hate seeing my friends hurt, it's insane how these things all seem to happen at once. In 3's, even.
Thinking about it, the only drama I seem to have had was when I was in a relationship or coming out of one. The worst, of course being the latter. The heartache can be so crushing, and every situation has it's own healing time.
I quite content right now. I have been enjoying this time alone so much, I have come to prefer it this way!
I am so much more powerful this way. I've always known this... although I would often succumb to the need for sex, which would override my better sense and bam, I'd find myself in a relationship just to fulfill that desire. I would often pick men totally wrong for me, too.
I think I could be comfortable remaining single for a long time, if not always. I am content with my friends and family, and Chinnie.
That's all I need.
...and the herb, of course ;)