Oct 09, 2004 11:26
ahem. so i'm sure for all the snooping viewers out there, how can you NOT tell who the "L" is?
how does one act an age? does being older mean you have to play it kosher? whatever. childish is posting this shit up and not confronting me if you have a problem with me. i don't understand. i can't explain immediate actions, but i can explain pain, the type of pain when you get your finger slammed and it sends a sharp trigger to your heart then makes you pinch your ass cheeks together. i can compare that similar pain to the people you trust, then suddenly let you down, or even better, when the one you care for doesn't care enough back.
i never asked you to be my friend. i was never the one who sent you an email first. think about this next time you decide you want to talk crap about me online. oh, and who said i wanted to talk you in the first place? me being is civil is saying, "hey, i completely thought we were on the same page, but NO, i was wrong. sorry i suddenly got upset that you misunderstood what i wanted, but yeah, let me cool off for a minute because that's what hurt and confused humans do...and yeah, get to know me before you go and judge the fuck outta me."
i trust no one. i'm stupid for ever trusting you. for all i know, you may be like the rest of the witches. if you want to stoop low and talk shit on how i'm suppose to act because i'm older...man, fuck it, who cares. a grown man who talks shit is obviously a confused GAY man in disguise!
get over it, or leave me alone.
that is not me writing this, leilani is writing this about me...and about the confused gay man comment i guess its just a way for you to justify me not wantin you...dude im so over it...but thanks it was the shortest relationship i never knew i was in