Dec 25, 2005 21:00
Ok. Once again I tried to eat a lot like anybody else do, and that's a very, very bad result. After a big diet at early teenage, I've been sorta anorexiac (not really, but let's say half-anorexiac) , and since then I have issues with food.
But when I try to eat like other do, I still feel bad. So what if I stay too skinny, as long as my health isn't endangered? There are people that are happy and don't care about being a little too fat, why wouldn't I being too slim?
It's better anyway that feeling aching and dirty as I feel now, having eaten greasy food x_x
And, what I like with eating too little, you can easily take extra piece of lemon or nuts pie when there is some, without threatening your weight :)
...anyway, I can't wait for tomorrow cause now, I wish I was sick and get rid of all that crap inside me x_x
Most positive , here is the report of my presents :
Diabolos
Gackt mousepad
2 pairs of cute, warm boots
little Mario and Peach plushies
a warm scarf
a pretty wooly pull-over
and enough money to order P.Box 6