good bye, a fool's farewell
Well I am a fool yep, i screwed the best things other than my son up in my life. I am a selfish fucking prick, with no regards to other people's emotions. Confused, I should stand alone, not with others. I only seem to hurt other people, ahhh my one true talent. To those of you I hurt an apology is in order but not enough. I am nothing but an Incubus, feasting on all those who tread to near to me, using then, hurting them, draining them of all that they have that is good, then throwing them away (if they are lucky) or continuing to feed. I am no martyr, simply a man (if thats what you want to call someone with my caliber of character) in a weakened moment of truth. A demon who has found his "jimminy cricket so to speak". Every life i have touched, i have caused pain to, and maybe some good, but in the end, not enough to make up for past and current misdeeds. I am a liar, a cheater, and a con-artist. My charisma is a well designed mask, a facade, to hide my true face, ugly and scarred. I am no one's friend, it may seem like it, but them like an abused canine i will strike out at you when you least expect it. Beware me, hate me. you must, nothing good with come out of befriending me. I do not play well with other, i never have, i simply USE others to my own personal gain. i am not one to do something unless i see personal gain to it. To those who are my friends I have not hurt yet, a warning.....stay away, you might be next.To those I hurt now the only apology I can give is this true honesty. I have nothing else, and my true honesty is rare. I shall be leaving shortly, I do not know where. Those of you that might think you would miss me, TRUST me, it is for the best, you wouldnt be missing me anyway, only my facade, those of you i have borrowed from, instructions, personal notes, and said bowwed items are being left behind-from the remaining light in an otherwise compleatly dark person,
Farewell,
Jason
P.S. I have also permenetly resigned from rocky, for there are people there that dislike me, while they would be able to retain a professional relationship, i am afraid i could not work with people that disliked me, or see other people that didnt work there but still dispized me while i was working, i woulnt give up my time with BB@G for the world, thank you for showing me even thou I am not a very good person, that there still ARE some really good people left.
Farewell,
Jason
P.S. I have also permenetly resigned from rocky, for there are people there that dislike me, while they would be able to retain a professional relationship, i am afraid i could not work with people that disliked me, or see other people that didnt work there but still dispized me while i was working, i woulnt give up my time with BB@G for the world, thank you for showing me even thou I am not a very good person, that there still ARE some really good people left.