Life in general. Update.
My work hour is significantly better. A LOT better.
But
I have papers to write, research to be done, and a book to finish - or books, but who's counting?
I wear hijab and pray five times a day now... like actually five times, not just once or twice a day. I feel a lot better... I used to have migraine every other day, sometimes I got it for a week straight... I don't even get migraine anymore even if I have very little sleep - which used to be major trigger for headache...
I wasn't very religious. I believed, always believe, in God, I just simply was lazy to pray or thought that religion wasn't a big part of my life... As I grow older (I'm gonna be 25 this month), I realise that my religion teach me not only how to get into heaven but also how to live the life Allah has given.
In the world where everything becomes a problem and people think they always right, it teach me to let go... to keep studying, to keep working, to keep pursuing my dream, but also realise that everything belongs to Allah and everything will come to an end... I learn to let go... to forgive easily... to not feel lonely because He's always with me...
I sound sappy right? LOL
But that's how I feel... I feel happy with what I have... I can see what people have without feeling resentment - sometimes I get jealous, but I learn to be grateful for what I have...
Regarding relationship... I learn one thing from my religion... Be a better person.
People keep asking: why can't we find a good boy/girl anymore?
But, just like my parents always said to me, my religion also says: Allah gives a good person to another good person...
Instead of searching for Mr/Mrs Right, be one. Be the people you dream about.
We'll meet in the perfect time. When we are both ready. :)
PS: And I think he's just around the corner.
But
I have papers to write, research to be done, and a book to finish - or books, but who's counting?
I wear hijab and pray five times a day now... like actually five times, not just once or twice a day. I feel a lot better... I used to have migraine every other day, sometimes I got it for a week straight... I don't even get migraine anymore even if I have very little sleep - which used to be major trigger for headache...
I wasn't very religious. I believed, always believe, in God, I just simply was lazy to pray or thought that religion wasn't a big part of my life... As I grow older (I'm gonna be 25 this month), I realise that my religion teach me not only how to get into heaven but also how to live the life Allah has given.
In the world where everything becomes a problem and people think they always right, it teach me to let go... to keep studying, to keep working, to keep pursuing my dream, but also realise that everything belongs to Allah and everything will come to an end... I learn to let go... to forgive easily... to not feel lonely because He's always with me...
I sound sappy right? LOL
But that's how I feel... I feel happy with what I have... I can see what people have without feeling resentment - sometimes I get jealous, but I learn to be grateful for what I have...
Regarding relationship... I learn one thing from my religion... Be a better person.
People keep asking: why can't we find a good boy/girl anymore?
But, just like my parents always said to me, my religion also says: Allah gives a good person to another good person...
Instead of searching for Mr/Mrs Right, be one. Be the people you dream about.
We'll meet in the perfect time. When we are both ready. :)
PS: And I think he's just around the corner.