The Exam of My Life... (at least my life so far)
SO.
I've finished the daunting task that hunt me in my sleep for the past few months... My God, that felt really good...
It's been two weeks actually... and the result is not out yet... it is said to be out on 24th June.... Damn that's long...
And I've been an emotional wreck for two weeks... But not for the reason I tell people... Not really...
Here is the thing. More often than not... I have my way of knowing things before everything started... It may come in a dream - I don't dream on daily basis and I sleep like a log, but if I dream, then mostly it's about the thing that's going to happen. It may also come in this strong feeling and it's hardly wrong - never actually.
Now. What makes me a mess is the fact that I have this feeling that I will pass this test - which came even before I took the test
However
I'm kinda afraid of another outcome... I'm actually afraid to be having a positive thinking about this... It's pretty hard to explain... But I just do... it's weird...
I just need to let this out of my chest. LOL.
I've finished the daunting task that hunt me in my sleep for the past few months... My God, that felt really good...
It's been two weeks actually... and the result is not out yet... it is said to be out on 24th June.... Damn that's long...
And I've been an emotional wreck for two weeks... But not for the reason I tell people... Not really...
Here is the thing. More often than not... I have my way of knowing things before everything started... It may come in a dream - I don't dream on daily basis and I sleep like a log, but if I dream, then mostly it's about the thing that's going to happen. It may also come in this strong feeling and it's hardly wrong - never actually.
Now. What makes me a mess is the fact that I have this feeling that I will pass this test - which came even before I took the test
However
I'm kinda afraid of another outcome... I'm actually afraid to be having a positive thinking about this... It's pretty hard to explain... But I just do... it's weird...
I just need to let this out of my chest. LOL.