Shocked!
I suddenly realise I haven't been updating since early January. I didn't realise. Talk about being depressed.
I'm trying to put all the threads (threats) together that brought me there and make some consistent update, but it's straining. Of course as I'm going to see my psychiatrist I'm seeing it as a first draft.
On a happier note: my son's girlfriend is pregnant. The baby is expected by September. So if all goes well we'll become grandparents. There's just this small problem: WE AREN'T ALLOWED TO TELL our relatives, as they want to do that by themselves. I do understand of course, but it's frustrating to have your daughter over and can't tell her!
On a not at all happy note: We went to my daughters specialist for an, oopsydaisy (but a lot stronger) you don't know yet. Lieselotte was overrun by a car who drove on without leaving an adress or whatsoever. She hardly complained, but to be safe we went to our GP, who didn't see a problem, and afterwards to Lieselottes back specialist, which took some time of course. She sent us for all kinds of X and other radio rays, which revealed she broke her back. Rather frustrating when you're depressed. As said we went for the next appointement today, hoping for possitive news. No such luck. Lieselotte was devastated, but so was her doctor and we! Most had to do with Lieselottes autism and her problems with technical things. She has to wear an (orthopaedic) corset and managed to put in on upside down, causing it to do the exact opposite it was meant too. We did warn her counsellors (? those who take care of her when in her home) how she has to wear it and to please control if she did it the right way. Nothing is lost yet, if she takes good care (and we are sure as hell going to help her with that!) all will come good. She has to stay home for the weekend (unexpected) to catch up with her rest (and so we keep an eye on her instead of her counsellors, courtesey of her specialist!).
OK, so there's a lot more but I need some clear minded time and it ran out for today, sorry. I hope I can hold the secret, but being around 24/24 for the weekend, it'll be hard.
I'm trying to put all the threads (threats) together that brought me there and make some consistent update, but it's straining. Of course as I'm going to see my psychiatrist I'm seeing it as a first draft.
On a happier note: my son's girlfriend is pregnant. The baby is expected by September. So if all goes well we'll become grandparents. There's just this small problem: WE AREN'T ALLOWED TO TELL our relatives, as they want to do that by themselves. I do understand of course, but it's frustrating to have your daughter over and can't tell her!
On a not at all happy note: We went to my daughters specialist for an, oopsydaisy (but a lot stronger) you don't know yet. Lieselotte was overrun by a car who drove on without leaving an adress or whatsoever. She hardly complained, but to be safe we went to our GP, who didn't see a problem, and afterwards to Lieselottes back specialist, which took some time of course. She sent us for all kinds of X and other radio rays, which revealed she broke her back. Rather frustrating when you're depressed. As said we went for the next appointement today, hoping for possitive news. No such luck. Lieselotte was devastated, but so was her doctor and we! Most had to do with Lieselottes autism and her problems with technical things. She has to wear an (orthopaedic) corset and managed to put in on upside down, causing it to do the exact opposite it was meant too. We did warn her counsellors (? those who take care of her when in her home) how she has to wear it and to please control if she did it the right way. Nothing is lost yet, if she takes good care (and we are sure as hell going to help her with that!) all will come good. She has to stay home for the weekend (unexpected) to catch up with her rest (and so we keep an eye on her instead of her counsellors, courtesey of her specialist!).
OK, so there's a lot more but I need some clear minded time and it ran out for today, sorry. I hope I can hold the secret, but being around 24/24 for the weekend, it'll be hard.