Just an update
Long time ago since i wrote on LJ. It is sad to see how lonely it looks now. I miss reading stories, sharing pictures, laughing and crying. I guess it is all gone now.
But now I feel this need to write, to express myself, even if there is no one out there to read.
And it is all about love, again.
Been for more than 20 years with a great man, loving and caring for each other. Sharing good and bad moments.
And after those 20 years, I realized how much I love him, but how this love has changed. I still love him, but not anymore as a couple or a husband. I love him more like a father, and yes, sometimes as a son.
I finished my relationship with him, and I feel him more as a friend, a really good friend, whom I trust with my life, but as I said, we are no more a couple.
And that was because I felt in love with another man, great, tender, pure. I try to understand life and how it works. I love him so much. He puts a smile on my face everyday and I am happy to found him.