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i wanna apologise about the lacks of updates...
its been complicated lately...(*smirks* like its been otherwise ever...)
"... why does it feel different?...
thats is the big question....keeping me from sleeping...
search outside...only to find more questions...
search inside ...only to find emptyness...
a disheartening feeling that slowly eats you away...
it has always been this way..
empty days...same as nights...except when he visits...
have u ever felt...theres a bit missing of u?
that is far away and you r conected to it...?
u have no idea what it is...
but your soul craves for it in the most painfull way..
and once u finally find it...
... u dont need anything else?
even if its for a few seconds...
...just cause of that moment...
...life is worth living...
...for once...
what u though to be the answer only makes it worst...
once u found it, only to lose it once again...
u cant hate the person that took it away from u...
just to deal with the idea that its better that way..."
thats a bit of a book that i really can relate to at this point...
i guess some ppl are just borned different...
maybe we have some leeson to learn that is different from everybody else's?
i'll be really ....well... i just wont be online for a while after today...
..so dont u ppl worry...
..for once...
ill be just fine...
Antto;)
*walks away singing*
It hasn't always been this way/I remember brighter days/Before the dark ones came/ Stole my mind/ Wrapped my soul in chains
Now I live among the dead/ Fighting voices in my head/ Hoping someone hears me crying in the night/And carries me away
Set me free of the chains holding me/ Is anybody out there hearing me?/ Set me free
Morning breaks another day/Finds me crying in the rain/All alone with my demons I am/
Who is this man that comes my way?/The dark ones shriek/They scream His name/
Is this the One they say will set the captives free?
ps: just a little video thingy i liked:P especially the lyrics...
see ya...
its been complicated lately...(*smirks* like its been otherwise ever...)
"... why does it feel different?...
thats is the big question....keeping me from sleeping...
search outside...only to find more questions...
search inside ...only to find emptyness...
a disheartening feeling that slowly eats you away...
it has always been this way..
empty days...same as nights...except when he visits...
have u ever felt...theres a bit missing of u?
that is far away and you r conected to it...?
u have no idea what it is...
but your soul craves for it in the most painfull way..
and once u finally find it...
... u dont need anything else?
even if its for a few seconds...
...just cause of that moment...
...life is worth living...
...for once...
what u though to be the answer only makes it worst...
once u found it, only to lose it once again...
u cant hate the person that took it away from u...
just to deal with the idea that its better that way..."
thats a bit of a book that i really can relate to at this point...
i guess some ppl are just borned different...
maybe we have some leeson to learn that is different from everybody else's?
i'll be really ....well... i just wont be online for a while after today...
..so dont u ppl worry...
..for once...
ill be just fine...
Antto;)
*walks away singing*
It hasn't always been this way/I remember brighter days/Before the dark ones came/ Stole my mind/ Wrapped my soul in chains
Now I live among the dead/ Fighting voices in my head/ Hoping someone hears me crying in the night/And carries me away
Set me free of the chains holding me/ Is anybody out there hearing me?/ Set me free
Morning breaks another day/Finds me crying in the rain/All alone with my demons I am/
Who is this man that comes my way?/The dark ones shriek/They scream His name/
Is this the One they say will set the captives free?
ps: just a little video thingy i liked:P especially the lyrics...
see ya...