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So I don't like writing in this thing so much these days... bad experience, I guess :)
I haven't been too secure with myself lately... I've been so absolutely broke since I can't even remember when, I can't seem to find anyone to hold a steady comfortable relationship with (on a dating level), work seems like a 24-7 thing..... aye!
So we'll start with the money situation. I make alright money, but bills are piling up faster than the crust on ya momma's toenails. I've been waiting and waiting to be caught up, but I'm always behind now. With Chissi moving out a few months ago, it killed me. I'm hoping that within another month, I should be back on my feet and paying things off again. THANK JESUS!
Work... I'm always there... I wake up around 8, smoke my morning cigarette, get ready and head off. 9 hours later, I'm home again. By then it's almost 8 in the evening. Thankfully, I've got Lou to keep me occupied most of the time. I don't mind the working so much, if the hours weren't so screwy (10-7). My buddy Eric is leaving on Friday for NC. He's going back to school. So, tomorrow everyone is dressing in black (to mourne his leaving) lol. I really will miss that kid. He adds humor and energy to the workplace.
I wish I had more friends.
Relationships... why do we long to hold a steady one of these???? Is it that important? I think I'm just bored with my life and having someone in it with me keeps it interesting... to an extent. That's the tricky part... "to an extent". Sure, boys are all good fun until you get bored with them. Someone who keeps me occupied and on my toes would be a nice change.
I need to win the lottery.
All in all, I'm still my happy camper self... in a not so nice tent, eating beans.
I haven't been too secure with myself lately... I've been so absolutely broke since I can't even remember when, I can't seem to find anyone to hold a steady comfortable relationship with (on a dating level), work seems like a 24-7 thing..... aye!
So we'll start with the money situation. I make alright money, but bills are piling up faster than the crust on ya momma's toenails. I've been waiting and waiting to be caught up, but I'm always behind now. With Chissi moving out a few months ago, it killed me. I'm hoping that within another month, I should be back on my feet and paying things off again. THANK JESUS!
Work... I'm always there... I wake up around 8, smoke my morning cigarette, get ready and head off. 9 hours later, I'm home again. By then it's almost 8 in the evening. Thankfully, I've got Lou to keep me occupied most of the time. I don't mind the working so much, if the hours weren't so screwy (10-7). My buddy Eric is leaving on Friday for NC. He's going back to school. So, tomorrow everyone is dressing in black (to mourne his leaving) lol. I really will miss that kid. He adds humor and energy to the workplace.
I wish I had more friends.
Relationships... why do we long to hold a steady one of these???? Is it that important? I think I'm just bored with my life and having someone in it with me keeps it interesting... to an extent. That's the tricky part... "to an extent". Sure, boys are all good fun until you get bored with them. Someone who keeps me occupied and on my toes would be a nice change.
I need to win the lottery.
All in all, I'm still my happy camper self... in a not so nice tent, eating beans.