Aug 12, 2005 12:04
well me and my dad had a HUGE fight the other day. the biggest fight we have ever had.... the biggest fight ive had with eigther of my parents.. my mom was on my side so he got pissed about that...and it didnt help that he was drunk off of half a bottle of jim....he had become and alcoholic and doesnt realize it..and i cant put up with it anymore.. so i packed up my shit and left.. so now im just sorta staying whereever i can for the night.. untill i can save up some money and get my own place. i stayed with my brother the other night..and i think i might go stay out in dripping springs tonight.. i dont want to have to sleep in my truck...but as it is now. i am offically homeless for the first time in my life. it sucks, but it will all work out when i get some money saved and get my own place. i found some appartments that are only 490 for a 1 bed 1 bath. which isnt to bad for the area that im in. its depressing..ive been crying and pissed for the past couple of days, just because my dad is a good man...but he has a problem and he needs to do something about it. this isnt his first addiction eigther. when i was younger he was addicted to pain pills. so its the same shit just a different substance. i hate it...and right now i hate him. so untill he realizes that he has a problem he has no daughter..and i...have no father. that hurts to say..but its true.