wow....
really thought i deleted my journals but i guess i forgot one. i really hate reading what i used to write, it drives me crazy, but its been so long im sort of happy its still documented, how i used to think and such. so much has changed since then its weird. i was interested in girls for one, which just goes to show how demented i was and warped by society. i really dont conform with anything now and its beautiful. one thing hasnt changed tho and its that im lonely. its really my own fault tho because im so picky... mainly im just searching for the perfect person and its a problem ive always had, im determined to save myself for someone who may or may not ever become anything more. but when something happens it is rewarding for sure.
saw POTTER 4 last night, really wasnt looking forward to it but it was actually very intense. i liked it.
so yeah i really dont even know whos on lj now, like i have no idea who is on my friends list because its been so long. yes well, leave me a comment, it would make my day.
www.myspace.com/menzer
and add me
saw POTTER 4 last night, really wasnt looking forward to it but it was actually very intense. i liked it.
so yeah i really dont even know whos on lj now, like i have no idea who is on my friends list because its been so long. yes well, leave me a comment, it would make my day.
www.myspace.com/menzer
and add me