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Aug 02, 2008 20:11


I am 50% Jewish, %37,5 Russian and probably 12,5% Mari . I am completely non-religious and recently I figured out that it is better to die than be afraid of the death. I appreciate silence. I was born in Kazan, and had been living there for 4 years before immigrating with my family to Israel. I had a barmitzva and since then I have never attended a synagogue (unless it was a sightseeing), although I have put tefillin couple of times since then - when I was occasionally stopped by some religions orthodoxal Jew. For me, Christianity and Islam are somewhat "mainstream-pop" and I attribute them to the part of the "globalization" and the borders and the fictive frames established by the society. People testified once that I look like Sid Vicious in the userpic - that is certainly a coincidence. In my life, I have experienced plenty of coincidences. Some would involve god, destiny and all these funny explanations, I have some more precise explanations which are related to probability or more precisely to the underline sigma algebra of possible states. I hate formalities and "financial-materialism". I like Italian men much more than the French ones. I like fashion and clothing, moreover I  think that men who ignore it, miss some interesting dimension in this life. I used to listen to classical music, but for some reason I abandoned this habit. However, recently I am into 60-70s rock, progressive rock, indi, alternative music and electronic music. Cats are as good as beer in my opinion. I used to hate comedy shows or any TV shows but recently I found out that they may relax me. I used to think that I do not need friends and that they can not exist; now, I believe that I have two comrades which have a potential to turn into friends, they are good people. Ill children upset me and I always donate money for them. I hate brands but appreciate quality. I hate routine. One day I will be living in the USA - I do not have too many doubts concreting it. Freedom is the source of succession and good mood together with good psychological qualities allow one to progress and reach his aim. Love is the only irrational issue man should be involved in.
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