the depression, the song, the lover...
why does school hve to be so boring i cant stand school!!!!! ugh this is so boring . maybe i can like go eat lunch early? hmmm sounds yummy. where in the world is my boy toy? i guess he is in class ? oh gosh! i totally miss him. like it is so funny when i first see him i run and jump at him as if i hadnt seen him in years. like i feel so bad becasue yesturday i went to go and see him and he was standing with his friends and like i went to go and approach him and (he went well what it looked like to go get his back pack) but instead he like he was like come here and i was like okay so i walk a little bit closer and then like he was like come here and i was like hesitant but i came closer because like i dont really like approaching him with his freinds but i didnt want to b mean and he told me to come closer but like i didnt want to and i walked away and like i walk to my class but when i got to the dble doors that lead me two my cass i oppened them and he was behind me and i was like what did you want to tell me? and he was like nothing and he had this look that he was upset that i walked away. and i was like "im so sorry!" i'll never do it again. and i was like so tell me what is wrong what did you want to talk to me about? and he just wanted to tell me hi and that he loved me.Awwwwwwwwwwwww. and that he was really stressed.