Good Morning, Great Morning!
January 19, 2007 - Suddenly I see myself starring at the blank space before me, in awe of its beauty for just being empty. This usually makes up my day. Yes, I have been daydreaming lately. I suddenly realized that my free time has been spent daydreaming about that one person who I always longed for.
I think it was love at first sight. How cheesy can I get huh? Well, you see, the story goes this way. I have been single for quite sometime now and have played around. However I realized that playing around somewhat changed the way I viewed things. I could not get contented with who ever I was meeting. Because back in my mind I knew there was another better person to conquer. I do not know how I ended up thinking this way. But I guess when you know you are in the singles game you tend to hunt for that ultimate partner. The implication is you never get satisfied. And every time you ditch someone for another, your standards in looking for the right person gets higher and higher. Until you become a super superficial hunter. Pretty soon all that will matter to you is the next hot person you cannot resist. You then ditch that recent person who you could have established a great friendship with and perhaps the best relationship you could ever have.
So now that I have experienced and explored what the singles game is all about it is time for me to try and take a hiatus from it. I realized that being single and playful together impairs a person’s better judgment when dealing with human emotions. The art of sacrificing and appreciating is compromised to a point that you have a hard time looking for contentment.
Well, I actually I feel silly. I do not know why I have to define what I am feeling right now and justify things according to the capacity of my reasoning abilities. It actually depends on the person how they will view their status. Being single and taken, each, has its own pros and cons. This is just how I personally view things. Bottom line is I already have fallen for someone and maybe I should give it a shot and not worry so much about anything or everything but just focus on the now and where it could bring us.
I think it was love at first sight. How cheesy can I get huh? Well, you see, the story goes this way. I have been single for quite sometime now and have played around. However I realized that playing around somewhat changed the way I viewed things. I could not get contented with who ever I was meeting. Because back in my mind I knew there was another better person to conquer. I do not know how I ended up thinking this way. But I guess when you know you are in the singles game you tend to hunt for that ultimate partner. The implication is you never get satisfied. And every time you ditch someone for another, your standards in looking for the right person gets higher and higher. Until you become a super superficial hunter. Pretty soon all that will matter to you is the next hot person you cannot resist. You then ditch that recent person who you could have established a great friendship with and perhaps the best relationship you could ever have.
So now that I have experienced and explored what the singles game is all about it is time for me to try and take a hiatus from it. I realized that being single and playful together impairs a person’s better judgment when dealing with human emotions. The art of sacrificing and appreciating is compromised to a point that you have a hard time looking for contentment.
Well, I actually I feel silly. I do not know why I have to define what I am feeling right now and justify things according to the capacity of my reasoning abilities. It actually depends on the person how they will view their status. Being single and taken, each, has its own pros and cons. This is just how I personally view things. Bottom line is I already have fallen for someone and maybe I should give it a shot and not worry so much about anything or everything but just focus on the now and where it could bring us.