Jun 13, 2005 02:06
"My Loneliness"
It controls me
takes me in the brim of its grip
and forces every single word
that flows out of my lips,
Needless to say
It knows when I'm weak and I'm weary
and uses its knowledge
as a weapon to strengthen my fury,
I tighten my fist
and try to break free of its grip
but the more that I try to fight
it just clings to my wrists,
Then I get pissed
as if I were a part of its script
cause it seems
that it just lives to make me feel like this,
And the more that I try to know why
the more that I cry
and after I wipe my tears away
my eyes never dry,
And the more that I set aside
what seems to kill me inside
the more that it seems
I only want to hold it and hide,
And let it be known
I'm more than just a mind that it owns
this feeling that takes control
when I'm so cold and alone,
Just sitting at home
with no reason to pick up the phone
cause no one seems to care
or even thinks to ask me what's wrong!
By: Anthony Jackson