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i hate caring about someone i don't respect.
it's like being disappointed in a child,
or the exact same way i feel about my mom.
it's amazing how fast things can change.
but it's amazing how much i haven't.
still nice-guy antone,
still can't get a girl to like that about me enough to date me.
the only thing that changed was i got nicer, i left behind my immature and sneaky ways of fucking around with other people's emotions, and now the reason that i was proud to be older has really let me down.
don't know how to say it,
don't know if it's really my place. i can be so judgemental.
my imagination says a drunken night, and someone with a lack of respect, wouldn't just hold your hand while you passed out. wouldn't say "no" when you wanted to go. just breaks my heart to see how much you've changed. cause the person i cared about doesn't exist any longer.
i just wanna get out, have some dates with some lovely little ones. get some momentum back in this life. get me moving. cause my tires are stuck in regret, and the accelerator is only spinning the tires. i'm running out of gas trying so hard to get out of this place. not even looking back that much, but the fucking mud keeps hitting me in the eyes.
titties!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's like being disappointed in a child,
or the exact same way i feel about my mom.
it's amazing how fast things can change.
but it's amazing how much i haven't.
still nice-guy antone,
still can't get a girl to like that about me enough to date me.
the only thing that changed was i got nicer, i left behind my immature and sneaky ways of fucking around with other people's emotions, and now the reason that i was proud to be older has really let me down.
don't know how to say it,
don't know if it's really my place. i can be so judgemental.
my imagination says a drunken night, and someone with a lack of respect, wouldn't just hold your hand while you passed out. wouldn't say "no" when you wanted to go. just breaks my heart to see how much you've changed. cause the person i cared about doesn't exist any longer.
i just wanna get out, have some dates with some lovely little ones. get some momentum back in this life. get me moving. cause my tires are stuck in regret, and the accelerator is only spinning the tires. i'm running out of gas trying so hard to get out of this place. not even looking back that much, but the fucking mud keeps hitting me in the eyes.
titties!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!