Jun 04, 2008 16:43
FInally, I've haven't got this off my chest in a while, ok one thing that really gets me is this AIDS thing and HIV scare. Yes I'm going to the heart of this fucking matter. SO far I've been trying to calm my ass down aboout this alot and I'm tired of feeling alone and bored. I'm also tired of the gay world being so femmy. it gets to the point where the Y chromisome os losing it's physique on masculinity. The STD and HIV thing is suppose to scare the population, but really it's transmitting of fluids for the body to another. Which it me screams in my head "why". I'm sorry to say this but fems need to grow some balls. I'm also tired of this monogomus relationship garbage and then go to a Gay Pride parade, and then show it off. It proves how insecure u really are. I mean c'mon u go to a place, get leathered up, and blast that shitty song "Its raining men", which by the way is on Koonami's DDR. "Yes I play DDR, anyway, I'm tirred of the gay guys being so stuck-up, rude, insecure and also CLOSET CASES. This is why I turned Bi in the firtst place and want to stay there. Yeah, I fool around with guys, "And I have NO SHAME in that because I"m tired of all the people calling me a ho, skank, slut, and all of that. And if u think I'm degrading myself that is not FUCKING true. I just like to be a hunter and to swing anyway I like. I liek to see how far people would go to get me on the bed and no I dont do it for money because I can do the shit for free. I'm also tired of the FAKE PEOPLES that I gEt on everytime I even come on here AND IN LIFE. And all this mate BS, TO me a mate (FWB) is "someone I can consort with in everyday life and be friends to them and lovers in the same" And when I mean consort I mean 'I cna have SEX WITH anytime I want it'. A partner is someone who woudl go all the way to be with you.
I'm a really frees pirited person and I'm looking for such that person because theyre and know these things because I want u to spread the word. secure in his manhood, thrilling and imaginative, able to connect in love at ALL levels, able to be serious and yet play around interlectually, and to show me love always. If u hit all of these youre in my book for life. and if u can'e we cam work something out. I've been hurt too many times and I woudl like someone to help me out because I don't want to be alone, but I do want someone to play with.
SO if u have anythign to say let me know.