I have never ever thought that I would fall in love with a guy I had never met.But knowing you, knowing Arashi changed my life forever. People laugh at me for loving you, for smiling whenever I see your dorky smile, for cracking up whenever I see your foolish face, for admiring your genius self. They call it fiction. But you are real. It's not fiction and I don't care. Love comes in many shapes and sizes; mine is not a romantic one where I fantasize to be your true love, to be your girl. Mine is the love for a great human being.
I was once amazed at how a total stranger from so far away could be so similar to me and still am. You're a weirdo, a freak but I get you. I'm not even lying. I always have the same thoughts and same habits. Even to the tiniest things, I know we're the same kind. Maybe the reason I love you so much is because I have never met anyone who have the same reference on things, who value the same thing.
But no matter how similar we are, you are a genius. I can never be one. And I can see everything i dream for being realized by you.
And it's your birthday today. I just want to say I love you.
And if one day I could meet you, could talk to you, then I...I ...don't know what I would do.
(All the pics are not mine, cr to the real owner)