a quarter-life crisis.
i know you said you were sorry, but i still want to go sulk in a corner.
i've been skipping classes lately. well, only the past two days. i just want the semester to be over already. i'm so sick of graphic design. these classes are bullshit. they make me not even want to major in this anymore. it's so hard for me to muster up the ability to care about these stupid projects we have to stick with for the entire semester. and then designing something and after critiques and making the changes the teacher wants, finding that it's boring as hell and not me at all. does it make me a terrible designer, that i don't have the aesthetic they're looking for?
i don't know what i want to do with my life anymore. i know graphic design involves a lot of doing shit that you don't care about. it's about pleasing the client, right? but do i want to spend my entire career like that?
ugh. i can't even articulate my thoughts anymore.
i've been skipping classes lately. well, only the past two days. i just want the semester to be over already. i'm so sick of graphic design. these classes are bullshit. they make me not even want to major in this anymore. it's so hard for me to muster up the ability to care about these stupid projects we have to stick with for the entire semester. and then designing something and after critiques and making the changes the teacher wants, finding that it's boring as hell and not me at all. does it make me a terrible designer, that i don't have the aesthetic they're looking for?
i don't know what i want to do with my life anymore. i know graphic design involves a lot of doing shit that you don't care about. it's about pleasing the client, right? but do i want to spend my entire career like that?
ugh. i can't even articulate my thoughts anymore.