today mikey and i went to the beach and it was lovely. then we went to laura's where baratt has been extracting/cooking his own DMT and everyone smoked it but me and it smells SO BAD. i want to do it soon but i am just really not in the right place right now. my anxiety is getting really bad again. i leave in two days. we also saw SALT tonight which was nuts but very good. tomorrow mike and i are signing up for a class together at scraft and i have to work tomorrow night. i also have spent 90$ in two days which may be a new record for me. i forgot to bring my camera to the beach so no pictures of my trip today exist. i am very tired and i really do not want to go to work tomorrow.