dreams
i've been updating my space, i'm feeling quite creative today and technical savvy. ...yeahhh... i'll probably also refresh muh bebe's page too and make it K-ute.
last week someday i had a dream and i was in my old house in Grawood. i don't remember anything before this part, but i was holding my baby close and there was a rattlesnake in front of me. i made it into my closet and shut the door hiding from it. when i cracked open the door to see if it had gone, that's when it struck! it bit my foot and the dreamed ended.
(www.dreammoods.com)
"To see a rattlesnake in your dream, represents the passage of time.
To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. The snake may also be seen as phallic and thus symbolize dangerous and forbidden sexuality. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes."
TWO DAYS LATER!...
Syc's probation officer made a surprise visit to the house to search for drugs and paraphanalia bc he's supervised and drug tested for the charge he got in july or something. so he's playing good so he doesn't go to jail for 1+ years, and he's actually changing his life, becoming sober, and getting straight. i have been pretty much ever since i found out i was pregnant and it's been frustrating for me to have him still playing and leaving me behind. plus with our child it is imperative we play it safe, bc with a blink of an eye she can be taken from us. without notification and it may not even be for anything WE have done. it could just be the people in our house or even the people that the people bring over. so we're have to change our friends too.
just a note:"To see a closet in your dream, symbolizes something in your life that you have kept hidden. It may also signify an unveiling of previously hidden aspects of yourself, as in 'coming out of the closet'."
when i first read that definition it was bothering me at work, so i got on the pc in the internet cafe and read it and i thought it was realted to Syc still doing drugs and i was very afraid and since i had my baby i knew it was related to her. but when the probie came and Syc has stated these ideals i knew it was for positive change.
i can't believe my life has actually come to this. so many many frustrating years and it's all coming to a close. normality, well haha, semi-normality will soon be achieved. *knock on wood* a unity i feel and it has brought us closer together.
i moved into a 2 bedroom house and its like 1500 sq.ft. I LOVE IT! that just in itself has made me much happier about anything else that's going on, bc i have my space and it's mine ^_^
last week someday i had a dream and i was in my old house in Grawood. i don't remember anything before this part, but i was holding my baby close and there was a rattlesnake in front of me. i made it into my closet and shut the door hiding from it. when i cracked open the door to see if it had gone, that's when it struck! it bit my foot and the dreamed ended.
(www.dreammoods.com)
"To see a rattlesnake in your dream, represents the passage of time.
To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. The snake may also be seen as phallic and thus symbolize dangerous and forbidden sexuality. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes."
TWO DAYS LATER!...
Syc's probation officer made a surprise visit to the house to search for drugs and paraphanalia bc he's supervised and drug tested for the charge he got in july or something. so he's playing good so he doesn't go to jail for 1+ years, and he's actually changing his life, becoming sober, and getting straight. i have been pretty much ever since i found out i was pregnant and it's been frustrating for me to have him still playing and leaving me behind. plus with our child it is imperative we play it safe, bc with a blink of an eye she can be taken from us. without notification and it may not even be for anything WE have done. it could just be the people in our house or even the people that the people bring over. so we're have to change our friends too.
just a note:"To see a closet in your dream, symbolizes something in your life that you have kept hidden. It may also signify an unveiling of previously hidden aspects of yourself, as in 'coming out of the closet'."
when i first read that definition it was bothering me at work, so i got on the pc in the internet cafe and read it and i thought it was realted to Syc still doing drugs and i was very afraid and since i had my baby i knew it was related to her. but when the probie came and Syc has stated these ideals i knew it was for positive change.
i can't believe my life has actually come to this. so many many frustrating years and it's all coming to a close. normality, well haha, semi-normality will soon be achieved. *knock on wood* a unity i feel and it has brought us closer together.
i moved into a 2 bedroom house and its like 1500 sq.ft. I LOVE IT! that just in itself has made me much happier about anything else that's going on, bc i have my space and it's mine ^_^