i hate to complain
i hate this feeling that i feel...i feel like i am losing my friends...not all of them just some...like we are growing apart and i hate it...i know its a part of growing up...but i hate it...like our life looks like its all down hill from hill all we have is finals and papers and school then working 40 hrs a week then dieing...basically everything blows from here on out...our parents are gonna die and we will be alone...because they are the ones who will always care about u even if they dont show it or they choose drugs over u...its ok...we are gonna have to enter a profesion and deal with the fucking politics of that shite...it fucking sucks...u have memories and u have them with the ppl u are losing...the memories are awsome but i rather have the person than the memories...i know im jumping from subject to subject but my brain is on overload...gah...