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Is life really greener on the other side, or is that some phrase an idiot came up with to make him/herself feel better about being upset, depressed, and down. Well things are all crazy in my life but settling down to just being me and going back to the basics of just rediscovering myself as a person. Ever feel like you lose sight of that sometimes? That's me right now... and recovery time is definitely going to be a while. I'm getting back on track with staying focused more in school and redirecting my energy in places that I feel it needs to be. I'm already looking for another job. College has really gotten to me... classes, classes, classes... eventually "steady paying job" has got to fall in line there somewhere, ya know, but I guess that in all due time things will happen the way that they are meant to. And regardless of what happens, it won't stop me from trying... to be a better person, a better son, a better brother, a better friend, and a better me... for those that I truly care about around me, who I make a difference for. Why are we all so in a hurry to grow up, when really we are living in the best years of our lives... I guess I should say, "WHY AM I in such a hurry to grow up...???" I think from this point on I'm really not going to stress so much nor as much over everything in life... Well I've done enough ranting, probably a lot that no one will understand and that's fine, because it makes sense to me and at the end of the day, I guess that's what really matters, ya know? Yesterday evening my younger brother and I rented The Skeleton Key which looks like it'll be a good movie. I'm going to watch it with family, and I think Ronnie is coming up later to watch it with us as well. He's also bringing his Xbox 360 which should be pretty cool to see what it's like.
Interesting... this is my horoscope for today.
Dear Jason,
Here is your horoscope
for Tuesday, November 29:
Are you still speaking your mind to family members without thinking about the consequences? If the answer is yes, don't be too hard on yourself. They actually might need to hear it now.
Interesting... this is my horoscope for today.
Dear Jason,
Here is your horoscope
for Tuesday, November 29:
Are you still speaking your mind to family members without thinking about the consequences? If the answer is yes, don't be too hard on yourself. They actually might need to hear it now.