a big entry on a good friday night.
it started with my mom warning me, you have to leave, you have to get out, rico might be home soon, he might find out. so i left with my backpack and my books and my movie camera and rode my bike to the library in the middle of the beforenoon-time day. i got there and i read a book and fell asleep in the comfy comfy chairs and met a man whos primary interest was the business column of the daily herald. after this i left for ariels but he was leaving for grande jakes with cory and aunt sissy (i have to learn the family names if i want to be a friend of the family), so i went to szechwan palace and i ate rice while staring at kids in my school from the forest secretly. i left my unopened fortune cookie to the woods for the woodsmen to find because they arent vegan and i wasnt feeling very fortunate today; no school, no friends, and no more white rice. after which i went to the tuxedo store and shopped around, after which i met jj and his car, then some crackheads who wanted to sell their six hundred dollar car for crack (no joke). after which i went back to the school and said hello to everybody just getting out. i found courtney said hello, i found sunshine said hello, and then i went to find stefon said hello. he was on his bus and his bus left with me still on it so i guess im going to stefons we said we said. and we went to the skatepark and we went to the mall and we got a cigarette holder thats all raoul duke about things, and then and then and then. so courtneys at work, baileys mia, ariels at work, and sunshine is hiding. everybody else unmentioned is at the skatepark doing their own thing. so me and stefon go off to see the school play and immediately i found jen in a princes uniform and i thought how cute and i miss hanging out with her alot but stefon really hated the play (because it was a musical not a play, he wanted to see a play not a musical), so we left to ariels again and sunshine lit my hand on fire and next thing i know all nine of us are driving in the back of robs van like immigrants escaping the cruel grasp of canada. kind of. somewhere in wisconsin trying to find our way back home, i honesty dont remember how we found it. we just kept driving down north avenue for like six days straight. but my sense of direction was all fudged over. somewhere in that van i ate the still burning cigar that someone was smoking. it was almost gone but somebodys like shawn eat the cigar, so i tossed in my mouth a burning cigar, everybody else in awe, everbody else still in disbelief. and we went to vegas because ariel was sleeping so it was nine of us, no seven of us (ashley and josh long gone), crowded around our little table, and no joke, there were at least a thousand other people in vegas that night, because everybody that was in the school play, was at vegas. it was a weird sight to see but an enjoyable one. i saw big joe from zion from pirate, you know with the lip piercings and the big gauged ears and the three hundred pound stomach and long hair. and i saw the allies in their the allies wear, and i missed the tonight last night and it was such greatness seeing them and i saw jen with her makeup and i saw meg and patrick and scott (merlin) and creative writing, and meg gave me a hug which i cant say i expected, i was always under the impression she secretly hated me, its nice being acknowledged positively in the fear of hate like this. im quite insecure. all the while i was thinking, i miss a certain someone and there is alot of me who wants to be real real generous. so i bought everybody who wanted pie, a piece of pie. four of the seven said sure shawn ill take you up on that offer. so i bought four slices of pie. and i cant speak from experiance but im sure the pie was good because for all thouse four people i bought it for (charles, stefon, rob and anne), it was delicious free pie. everybody loves free pie. my mouth still tasted like a cigar butt that i just ate, a burning one. and we left and parted ways and the way out we saw the allies getting naked and if you asked why id tell you this; because they got fucking signed by an indie label. you heard me right, they got signed by a fucking label. three cheers to you the allies, three cheers to you. you are my rule22 of tommorow.everybody knows this but nobody accepts. my mouth tastes like potatose and i need to shower and get ready because im going to see a play with nikki. and i cant wait, everybody. and for the record i havent been this happy and excited about everyday for way to long, i am way to in love with life for this life to be seen negatively, so three cheers to positivity and happiness and the finest moments with the finest friends. i love everyone of you so fucking much.