Mar 06, 2006 15:27
i am so incredibly happy right now. the sky isnt the limit anymore. the sky was never the limit!? oh man i feel like opening up my insides and painting with my guts! yeah! and maybe just maybe ill slash out my wrists and use the walls as a canvas! oh!
how do you interpret somebodys mental condition when they jump from stability to insanity in a manner of seconds in a manner of words. how do you define happiness?
my dreams arent making sense anymore. not that they did before, but now we are at a point of malfunction. i dream about people crying whom ive never seen cry, and sometimes i dream about orgies that i dont want to belong in. its starting to hurt to wake up in reality. my brain feels like a radio. stefon, i want to work on structure. i wake up in real life, i turn off the television, and i lay back down on my bed. her bedroom was like a rave. there were so many people on the bed. it was pirate studios with the lights all out. everyboy was naked. everybody was making out. oh god i said, oh god help me please. suddenly a monstrous guitar riff, and theres dave twenty two, the devil, satan, screaming into the microphone. this is a song about fucking. and everybody fucked. im ranting here, im not making any sense. i just want my voice be speaking in song. i just ate kasha and it was real real good. and i dont have a ride to ben hess's birthday shindig. this upsets me greatly. the worlds collide. i feel like screaming so loudly.
i am so incredibly happy right now.
i am so incredibly happy right now.
i am so incredibly happy right now.
i am so incredibly happy right now.
i am so incredibly happy right now.
i am so incredibly happy right now.