Jul 16, 2006 20:17
was suppposed to go out to movie with kara and graham. then was decided instead of movie that i wanted to see. rather than intrude, it was decided it would be better if i didn't go. not really hungry anyhow. mostly feel slightly sick to stomach. glad i will be leaving next weekend rather than intruding on the couple or being lonely since no one was freaking here this wkd.
acutally that's not quite accurate. had a lovely time with a dareena and lupe checking out the uh, dublin gay area. was fun and not incredibly awkward. other than when some boy started talking to us about how he thought he might be bi, but couldn't figure out how to pick up boyz and thought they were all bitchy and too fem anyhow. and then he kept talking about his gf who was back at the hotel sleeping and showed us her picture. pretty girl.
nonetheless, the situation kinda ticked me off. basically, i was angry all over again (at him, but msotly myself and the generally shitty way i have of handling things and the mistakes i've made in the past).
on a pleasant note i was kissed on the cheek three times yesterday...
...by an elderly worker at the national gallery who kept talking to me and thought i was a mannerly reserved girl and wished they had a hundred girls come in like me rather than the general ruffians. you wouldn't even know i was there if you waren't talking to me.
not shure how i feel about his compliments. the kissing was also mostly awwwkward.
aww yeah, if i were a superhero my superpower would be geriatric seducing.