Dec 27, 2004 03:56
lately I have come to cope with all the horrible things ive done in my life. I am teribly sorry for the people I have hurt thomas, vanessa, aimee, matt, mika... these are the people to come to mind at first. I have done terrible things, but I have learned to face what I have done. I'm sorry for you being hurt in my hard learning process, but I can't let it eat me away any longer. I can accept ive done bad things which can make me a bad person. But this is not a post of self pity. This is my tribute to you, all of you. I have learned the hard way. I way i wish i had never learned, but it had to happen i suppose for it to sink in. I want you to know my life would be happier if you were still in my life how it use to be, but I know that cant be. You will be missed. Sorrys are never enough, but I am that.