The inside of my eyelids are painted with your image
I woke up late to school today, but still made it on time. I always look frantically for my keys in the morning. I should just learn to put them in the same spot every day when I get home. A key rack maybe? I like how when I woke up today my hair was a mess, but still looked good in some weird way? Or maybe I just didn't care what It looked like because I didn't want to be late.
I'm sick again. I honestly don't understand it. When I realize how often I am sick I worry about HIV. I honestly get scared, but Ive been tested enough times to know I don't have it. I feel bad with people my age infected with it, I feel bad with anyone infected with it. Slowly dying of repeatedly getting sick.
I don't know why, but in these past few days I have found myself in a mind infatuation with someone - I cant stop thinking about them. I wouldn't say it bugs me at all. Its just I wonder why its so abrupt. It came out of no where. Maybe I'm just curious about their life. They last time I dropped in their life I felt somewhat apathetic to their situation, maybe I'm just curious because... Who knows. They would never understand how I feel, I could never tell them.
AP English: A
AP Bio: A
Physics: B
Government: B
Advanced Drama: A
Pre -Cal: N/C (No Credit)
Missed work in Gov. So I can make that up. I've been lazy in physics. The whole math situation is a little bit confusing. I was failing Honors PreCal, mostly for not going or doing the work, go figure, so i dropped it and transferred to normal Pre-Cal. So much easier! I had my first class of it today and I'm so relieved. Hopefully I can do enough good in this quarter to raise my grade to a B by January.
Finished my UC apps, I'm glad they are over. Berk, Santa Barbara, LA, and San Diego. I still need to do Occidental, USC, and NYU. I'm over not going applying to CSU. Honestly, If I didn't get in to any of my schools, as of right now, I think I'd be sad, but okay. I wouldn't mind going to JC for two years. It's a good way to save money. I bet some of you are reading this and thinking, "You're such a liar Davey. You would never willing go to a JC. You think to highly of yourself." Or maybe that's what pessimistic Davey is thinking.
Today I cut Bio (2nd block), to go to Starbucks to finish work I had due in Bio. I saw Brynn sitting in the Courtyard and had her come with me. It was cool sitting there with someone I wasn't very close with, but chatted about stuff in a coffee place, even if it was Starbucks. I find myself more inclined to do work when I'm at Starbucks sitting there, rather than being at home. My name was Thomas when I ordered my Chai Ice Tea with Soy. It was different having it hot.
I'm sad I missed my cycling class tonight, but I was tired. Tonight, Tomorrow, Saturday I work. Tomorrow I have an interview at Jamba Juice. Geez, I remember how much I hated that place. I just applied for the hell of it, for a Shift Supervisor, if I get it I might just take it. It pays more than Kohls.
Mikey, thanks for the song. It makes me feel good. Too bad its so short. I'm okay... I'll be okay... We'll be okay...We'll all be okay...
I have so much love to give.
I'm sick again. I honestly don't understand it. When I realize how often I am sick I worry about HIV. I honestly get scared, but Ive been tested enough times to know I don't have it. I feel bad with people my age infected with it, I feel bad with anyone infected with it. Slowly dying of repeatedly getting sick.
I don't know why, but in these past few days I have found myself in a mind infatuation with someone - I cant stop thinking about them. I wouldn't say it bugs me at all. Its just I wonder why its so abrupt. It came out of no where. Maybe I'm just curious about their life. They last time I dropped in their life I felt somewhat apathetic to their situation, maybe I'm just curious because... Who knows. They would never understand how I feel, I could never tell them.
AP English: A
AP Bio: A
Physics: B
Government: B
Advanced Drama: A
Pre -Cal: N/C (No Credit)
Missed work in Gov. So I can make that up. I've been lazy in physics. The whole math situation is a little bit confusing. I was failing Honors PreCal, mostly for not going or doing the work, go figure, so i dropped it and transferred to normal Pre-Cal. So much easier! I had my first class of it today and I'm so relieved. Hopefully I can do enough good in this quarter to raise my grade to a B by January.
Finished my UC apps, I'm glad they are over. Berk, Santa Barbara, LA, and San Diego. I still need to do Occidental, USC, and NYU. I'm over not going applying to CSU. Honestly, If I didn't get in to any of my schools, as of right now, I think I'd be sad, but okay. I wouldn't mind going to JC for two years. It's a good way to save money. I bet some of you are reading this and thinking, "You're such a liar Davey. You would never willing go to a JC. You think to highly of yourself." Or maybe that's what pessimistic Davey is thinking.
Today I cut Bio (2nd block), to go to Starbucks to finish work I had due in Bio. I saw Brynn sitting in the Courtyard and had her come with me. It was cool sitting there with someone I wasn't very close with, but chatted about stuff in a coffee place, even if it was Starbucks. I find myself more inclined to do work when I'm at Starbucks sitting there, rather than being at home. My name was Thomas when I ordered my Chai Ice Tea with Soy. It was different having it hot.
I'm sad I missed my cycling class tonight, but I was tired. Tonight, Tomorrow, Saturday I work. Tomorrow I have an interview at Jamba Juice. Geez, I remember how much I hated that place. I just applied for the hell of it, for a Shift Supervisor, if I get it I might just take it. It pays more than Kohls.
Mikey, thanks for the song. It makes me feel good. Too bad its so short. I'm okay... I'll be okay... We'll be okay...We'll all be okay...
I have so much love to give.