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[drinks coffee and listens to the rain outside]
I like how I'm feeling right now. I suppose I actually feel accomplished. I have homework in many classes due tomorrow, but I don't mind because I'm doing it. I feel very studious. My little coffee maker on my desk and music in the background.Even though I should be working to finish by my 6:30 deadline, I decided to take a break.
Today I took my senior portraits and I was very nervous, but felt confident some came out decent. Afterwards my mom and I were going to go to San Francisco for dinner, She didn't know I had planned on taking her to her favorite restaurant as a surprise for her birthday, but she got a flat in Oakland. I had to change it for her and I felt all manly. We ended up not going to San Francisco, cuz she didn't want to drive around on her doughnut. I did take her to Elephant Bar in Fremont and we had dinner and she took me home and then went home. I suppose I like the relationship I have with my mother now. Now that she doesn't try to control me and acts as the secondary parents who just puts her input in. I do love my mom. She is going to be 47 Wednesday.
She tried offering me money, but I didn't want to take it. She says its good to want to be independent but not to never ask for help. She said trying to do everything on your own can be a very lonely road... I think she was passing on advice she knew well enough... My mom has always been independent and never really depended on anyone. She said I'm turning out to act the same way, it can be good and bad. For a second I got really sad when she said that... but I know she isn't completely alone... she is dating and so but yea...
I think I have more to say... I haven't really put my thoughts into words in a while, but I need to finish my work.
I like how I'm feeling right now. I suppose I actually feel accomplished. I have homework in many classes due tomorrow, but I don't mind because I'm doing it. I feel very studious. My little coffee maker on my desk and music in the background.Even though I should be working to finish by my 6:30 deadline, I decided to take a break.
Today I took my senior portraits and I was very nervous, but felt confident some came out decent. Afterwards my mom and I were going to go to San Francisco for dinner, She didn't know I had planned on taking her to her favorite restaurant as a surprise for her birthday, but she got a flat in Oakland. I had to change it for her and I felt all manly. We ended up not going to San Francisco, cuz she didn't want to drive around on her doughnut. I did take her to Elephant Bar in Fremont and we had dinner and she took me home and then went home. I suppose I like the relationship I have with my mother now. Now that she doesn't try to control me and acts as the secondary parents who just puts her input in. I do love my mom. She is going to be 47 Wednesday.
She tried offering me money, but I didn't want to take it. She says its good to want to be independent but not to never ask for help. She said trying to do everything on your own can be a very lonely road... I think she was passing on advice she knew well enough... My mom has always been independent and never really depended on anyone. She said I'm turning out to act the same way, it can be good and bad. For a second I got really sad when she said that... but I know she isn't completely alone... she is dating and so but yea...
I think I have more to say... I haven't really put my thoughts into words in a while, but I need to finish my work.