Oct 10, 2004 23:38
antisuperboy: lets make babies?
CoolSarahK: hmm..you dont have to ask me twice your sexy piece of meat, GET OVER HERE!
antisuperboy: spread u legs cuz daddy is coming home
CoolSarahK: park the car daddy! PARK IT HARD!
antisuperboy: [parks]
CoolSarahK: (cums)
CoolSarahK: that was great
CoolSarahK: cigarette?
antisuperboy: plz
CoolSarahK: here you go
antisuperboy: thanks love
CoolSarahK: my pleasure
So My schedule lately has been School then work... for the last week. Even Saturday was SAT II's then work so it was nice to just sleep for 13 hours.
I work in Homewares and I sold 7 vacuums today. I have turned into a vacuum salesman... that's one step below used car salesman.
I don't really have anything important to say...
I miss Vanessa... It has gotten to the point where I was ashamed to even talk to her because I didn't have the money to pay her back... and I finally got a job and Ironically I'm working at Kohl's too and I get paid Friday. The same day of the Bright Eyes concert, which she bought my ticket for and why I owe her money. I'm not even going anymore, but I need to still pay her back... cuz I know its the right thing to do. She was there for me when I needed money and I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you Ness.
I remember good times I had with you... I remember how you would sneak out with me and go to Sacramento... and how every morning you would come and wake me up... and finally going to del taco after midnight.... and fighting over the damn cactus shirt... And you opening your home up to me... I always expected to spend more time with you, but I was too caught up with my own life; work and all. I just want you to know that I was always thankful even if I have not shown it. I'm sorry things ended up the way they did between us. You really were my best friend... and I do still love you... I still call you that when people ask me who the girl in the magenta costume is on my math binder... and it stings knowing what has happened between us...
Ness... I wonder if you will even read this... and i wonder if this is cheap how I'm writing this in my lj and now actually talking to you; calling you... writing you... I dont know.. I just want you to know I miss not having you in my life.